liz_mak's Xanga

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 01:44:03 GMT

why....

it never stops. just one proble after the other.

and i can never have a smile on my face that last longer than 2 days.
sigh...

this is not the holiday i wanted.

Smel

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 12:09:42 GMT

i felt my heart break.

tears of joy or sorrow.

it's a bittersweet day.

happy birthday lovely!

Boink

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 05:20:35 GMT

i just love them!

Ballarat

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 21:28:39 GMT

i'm alive, well and kicking!

i'm not back from Ballarat yet, but i just found out that i could access a few things. silly me!
so got some spare time now so thought i'd just drop a little note for those who has missed me.

all i can say is that this placement has surprised me in more ways than one.

first, i thought everyday will be hectic - wrong.
i thought i would freeze with the weather - wrong.
i thought i'd die of boredom - wrong.
and i thought i would lose weight - wrong!

haha. so yes... that's what i've been doing so far. eating, going places and having a lot of free time to explore the city or just time to myself. it's been good.

reflecting on every experience, i've really been exposed to what rural is like. although i'm in Ballarat, not exactly rural, but i've just seen so many things that i'd never really prepared myself for. just seeing people's lives in a bigger aspect and how their lives are affected by so many other circumstances besides health issues. there's all this other social stuff that goes on, that so many fail to recognize and tie in.

everyone has their story to tell. everyone has some sort of problem, some sort of secret and some sort of background.

it's very interesting and i don't regret this exposure at all.

if anything, it breaks my heart more for the people.

Don't miss me!

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 12:08:38 GMT

away for two weeks.

will blog if i get the chance.

but i'll leave with giving all praise and honour to God who saw me through last week.

Good or bad, it's all in His hands. so i'm trusting Him. not by my strength, or my knowledge or capabilities, but by His strength, His power and His guidance.

the little things.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 07:13:20 GMT

the smallest of things, or the simplest of acts, goes a long way.

i need all the encouragement i can get.

am i demanding?

Finally feeling

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 06:14:32 GMT

long overdue, but i'm finally feeling it now.

less than 8 hours more to do what the impossible.

stress..

plus, housies all talking and planning for gold coast. ARGH!

concentrate elisa, concentrate!

happy 21st birthday my dearest!

S.mel

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 11:56:29 GMT

melly!!! just talking to u always puts a smile on my face.

thanks so much for everything! so blessed to have u a doorstep away.

i think we secretly love each other too much. u think?! haha!

love u my smelly sampat-po!

Be done with.

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 06:56:45 GMT

'There's a good proper sunshine here.
And I don't want to mess it up'.

maybe this time,

i'll play the song for the last time

and let everything else fade away.

i'll sleep tonight and wake without the thought tomorrow.

of what could have been, or what if..

although it may linger at the back of my head,

i'll ignore it.

cause i just have to.

only you understand me.
just like the projector and 17,
you know 14.

happy 24.

Still.

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 14:21:03 GMT

the peace that surpasses all understanding.

the love that binds us together.

i know it's you.